Mary Jane.
Not the shoes, but the woman who owned the small business where Iโd been hired to help in an assistant role.
Mary Jane liked things done one way, and one way only.
Her way or it was wrong.
Never mind that the result is the same. She was a sock, shoe, sock, shoe sort of person. Those that are sock, sock, shoe, shoe โ well, thatโs just wrong.
The entire conference table was set up for a project. She showed me how to do it (her way).
It didnโt work in my brain; in fact, I found it illogical.
So I did it my way.
As a micro manager, she came in to hoverโฆ and I got busted! I had to switch back to her way.
But then I switched back.
This environment was oppressive.
Itโs an environment I did not and do not thrive in.
This experience was at a time in my life when I was pushing my way out of my cocoon โ and Mary Jane kept shoving me back in to cook a bit longer to her liking. Trouble was I was ready to emergeโฆ And I was finding myself in the wrong room!
This experience, am...
Iโm sure youโve heard that expression.
Some breakdowns are massive. Obvious. Ridiculously painful. And usually feel never-ending.ย
Some, however, are almost unrecognizable. If we are not tuned in, in fact, we may miss it altogether and โjustโ chalk it up to a bad day.
Some breakdowns feel like youโre standing in the middle of the room looking at your life as it is piled around you โ a heap of junk thatโs all broken apart and ugly.
Some breakdowns feel like ugh, I am too lazy to give a damn about anything today.
Whichever breakdown it is, it can be comforting to know your breakthrough is soooo close! You canโt push, pull, prod your way there faster. You have to go through the tunnel first.ย
Did you know that as the butterfly struggles to break free from the cocoon, that if you helped and opened it up just a bit for her, she would die? Her struggle is part of her breakthrough.
The same holds true for you.
Someone can lovingly hold space for your struggle, can reassure you that yo...
๐โ๐๐ฒย ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ปย ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ดย ๐๐ถ๐๐ตย ๐๐ต๐ฒย ๐บ๐๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ผ๐๐๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ย ๐ผ๐ณย ๐๐ต๐ฒย ๐ค๐๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐นย ๐ช๐ผ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป, ๐๐ต๐ฒย ๐๐ผ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐.
Iโve found She requires space. She requires respect. She requires time โ not necessarily hours and hours, but time as in Iโm not in a hurry to have Her come for a visit.
After spending a good year dancing with Her, itโs time for me to include YOU.
๐๐ณ๐ฆย ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถย ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐บย ๐ต๐ฐย ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ตย ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆย ๐ฎ๐บ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ๐ดย ๐๐ฆ๐ณย ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ตย ๐ช๐ดย ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏย ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ?
If yes, then listen up and say ๐๐๐จ, ๐ ๐๐ข ๐ง๐๐๐๐ฎ.
I am ready to play with the mysteriousness of Her.
I am ready to meet this aspect of myself โ and believe me, if you are remotely ready, Sheโs been playing and teasing. Perhaps youโve just not recognized it as such.
Letโs do this. And letโs do this together!
๐ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฎ๐, ๐๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ถ๐น ๐ญ๐ด I will be hosting a free event for you to Meet Her.
Meet โHerโ ~ a Sacred experience to meet your Quintessential Self
Itโs free.
Itโs time.
Itโs relevant.